Monday, September 25, 2006

Weather: Sunny. Kindda cold.

hi.

juz here to blog bout a few things.

1) EXAMS ARE coming!! diedie. I still got no mood to study and i cannot stuff even a fact into my brain. xian.. Mr Yap said that if never perform well for physics or chem, the skool will like advise you to change to sub chem and sub phy. I m so scared i will be 1 of them. Sigh.

To: A senior of mine.
2) You know er hao is like asking all of the SLs to go ask ALL the seniors whether they wann the HSC collar pin badge. I like practically have to inform so many la. LETS SEE. andy, candice, manning, huiqin, li hong, huizhen, wanying, jing yi, burt, lynette and xinhui la. Then horr so many leh, have to try to inform ALL! so bo bian have to go and inform all. One of them, i shall not say who, when i asked her whether she wants, She told me to get lost. WTF LA! you think being SL so easy izzit. I mean even if you senior you talk to junior like that one meh? HUH!! Even if you dun wann, you can juz tell me that: " you dun wann, i am busy can you please don disturb me." Fine. Like that i shall "get lost". But then what? You told me to get lost. I tell you ah, if you say u wann ah, you don regret. You told me to get lost. So all i can infer is that you dun wann. ANyways, on msn, I also dun talk to you that often. My final yr exams are coming le. You think i so free ah? ANd btw, I didnt offend you in any way k. I fi have can't you juz tell me? I think i never do anything to you. But then you so rude to me. 4get it lah. Nxt time got anything i shall and will not inform you, that way, I no need to get myself so vexed up in trying to inform all of the seniors, and end up myself feeling so dissapointed and angry. . AAAAAAAAOHJODS;GJHKL;DGJNKLAJRSGTKLJopw'jregfkl;hreGNVJKLHNREGHTNOIA'JMG'IPKJEMNGA'IGRE;AQGFHNR;
Sometimes, I really dun know who you are. From now on, I shall not pester you, not talk to you or don do anything. Got anything nxt time have to inform seniors, I SHALL NOT INFORM YOU. THANK YOU!

anyways, I am a very sensitive person. I am already trying to be less sensitive. I also never even offend you in any way. And then what? YOu so rude to me. I dunn care whether you my senior or my junior can. ALL I care is that, you want people to respect you, you gotta respect them first.So then, since you are so rude to me, Then i should be rude to you? Is tat wad you wann?? I am trying to implement in this priciple in wadeva i do. I don care whether you are my friend, my senior, my junior, my sister, my mother or whoever you are. ALL i care is that, if you wann pp to treat you the way you want, YOu treat them the way you want first! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

sometimes, I dunno why i get myself so freagin aggravated 4 wad. sigh. ANd then, I dunno whether even i am a good SL not. 4GET IT! seriously, 4get it. I am sick and tired of being "mr perfect", I am sick of being " a prefect", I am sick of being in such a good class. YOu think in the whole world, only you life is hectic meh?? PP also like that lor! You know we dismissed wad time anot. That time i see 1 of the senior's Timetable, you are dismissed much earlier than me lor. Then i still got academics to handle, band and everything. I really dunno. I think that it is high time that i stop making myself so unhappy. I wanna do something that i really like, and do something that makes me happy. Instead of being so vexed all day, and have to tolerate nonsense like this... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i dunn care be4 the day of exams, I am goin to the beach to scream my lungs out to release out everything. And then I am gonna study. Exams are coming, gotta go concentrate.

ps. Anything offensive leave a note in tagboard.

gtg,

-jErM