Friday, November 10, 2006

Weather: dunno, late at night, how i know the weather?

10th november 2006

hi.

k, i am tired. seriously. I am really tired. inside out. everywhere. I've got so much to do, but so little energy left within to carry on. should i carry on this stressful life?? i am still trying to balance out between work and play. But i seems impossible if you dun have the energy to do it. I now got 1 whole big pile of stuff to do. maybe listing it out can show you how i am struggling at the moment. i already have plan. BUt then juz becos i nv follow it for dunno when 3 days, the whole time table screw up, so the load keeps stacking.

- Band stuff.eg, go chase the seniors for the band collar pin money,
have to learn all those cheem malay commands
-Hol hmk, so big pile, can stack all the way from heaven to hell
-Revise all my sec 3 stuff( every single subject, can imagine??so many things!!)
-prefects Camp??
-Sarawak trip?
- Flute gathering??
-swimming?? lifesaving course?
AAAAAAAAAAAO;HWOD'GHN'HNLA'HSOFREAHG. driving me madd laa!! HELPKLAPLPASLFPALSFD!! I dun wanna be so stressed. I need play!! But then, it cannot be computer, sure get addicted de. HOW???????????. play flute also cannot release out all the stress.

Speaking of which, we managed to play(sight read) alvamar overture the whole piece today. sight read. YA. sigh. It didnt sound too good though. RUNNING NOTES RUNNING NOTES. gimme a break can???!! those composers, keep making the winds, especially high ones run run run. WE NEED A BREAK!! sigh, so hard to play out running notes clearly. As in articulate it nicely when SO MANY FLUTES are playing together. sigh, and i dunno le laa. so hard to ba section gao hao lai. HELP... so many things.

I ONLY HAVE 2 HANDS, 2 LEGS, 1 PAIR OF EYES, 1 NOSE, 1 MOUTH
HOW TO COPE WITH SOOOOOOOOO MANY THINGS????

pro people, like marianne, wei neng, andy, aiya, studies hen li hai de laa. tell me how can??????

p.s. this is bad. I am catching the "can" disease.

-jErM