Friday, January 12, 2007

WEather: morning--> very very nice weather de, then rain rain rain
12th January 2007

HELLO.
ok, sorry for not posting for a long long long long long time. yup. been busy with school work and tests lately. sighs. I still got soooo much hol hmk to do. and a couple of tests just around the corner,sighs sighs sighs. (sorry zhi Hao, i know you hate me to do that). Well, this is the 12th day of 2007. SOOOO MUCH to talk about! where should I start nehhs? ok, tell you all about my day today, then about my first day of school. then about these few weeks and then about the sarawak trip. this is gonna be a long post! so if you wanna see go ahead. But if its getting too boring, i apologise kay? those who interested to read read it when you are free la kayy??

TODAY
Well. the day started raining cats and dogs. started the day worrying as i havent completed my holiday homework yet. specifically chinese and social studies. so yup, had breakfast, pack bed, burn josstick, well, the morning routines. then headed to school. haha. the new 4E1 classroom is ok laa. yup. I am sitting RIGHTTTTT in front there. haha. Dunno whether the feng shui there is good anot. i hope it is. haha. so that i can get GOOD RESULTS! well, in class last year, denise or izzit stacey? was sitting at the my place. haha, hope their cleverness can spread to me also!! =p. so yup. Almost all teachers are the same laa. lemme list them out.

Form teacher: Mrs sally tang(WOOHOO!!)
English: Mrs Tang=)=)!
E/A math: Miss lindy Ong=)=)!
chinese: Mr Lua =)
physics: MR yap BC =)=)=)!!
Chemistry: Mr anthony Tan=)
biology: Mrs elene wan=/
SS: Mdm kang =/
History: Mr das =)=)=)!!

yup, HAVING REALLL GOOD TEACHERS THIS YEAR, woots. hope i can perform though. In class this year, I dunno why just keep on feel like sleeping in chemistry class. =((. this is bad. but then i am trying out for sweets. Sweets can help me to keep up! sighs. screwed up my math test on cumulative frequency and histograms. I confirm fail liao. cos only got 2 questions maa. then The histograms I forgot how to do the class standard/width ++ height of rectangle. ARGHH. i went instead to do frequency density.=(((.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. stoopid. My first E math test, and i flunked.=(. sighss. feel so badd. i no face already laa. =(((. GRRS. but nvm, xinhui taught me recently: 'dont even give urself a chance to indulge in disappointment. learn to smile and say ok, i will try again."ok. i promise. Once after i finish this idiotic SS. i shall go and recap and familiarise myself on histograms. well, monday i am gonna have a test on differentiation. I make sure i ACE that 1. i muz be prepared. i wanna score A1s, and continue this tradition for my math subjects! kampate!!

ok well. after that went band. well, since its friday, we had lots of time before band. And band room was opened earlier for sectionals. Well. i used a flute to play. yup. A flute to play. and play play play. then dunno why suddenly, the essence of vibrato came. zhi Hao and wei jun was like looking at me, "WIN LIAO LORR. SO PRO." omggg. xianzz. I feel so bad now laa.Is like for the past few months, I was feeling really depressed cos i cannot produce out nice sounds. and the reason? "my molar was piercing through the gums and that my flute was spoilt. =.=" then I decided to run out of the band room and practice. and tried to vibrate again to ensure that i didnt got the vibrate thingy through tycolation. But the thing was still there. I tried lots of pieces, like home, the barney song"i love you you love me"(long notes, staccatos, can express de) then I tried to play dancing in the wind and habitat. With VIBRATO and EXPRESSION and DYNAMICS. then when i was playing playing, then i felt the place was too quiet to be usual. Felt really weird, decided to check it out. took 1 step, 2 step, 3 steps, then suddenly zhi hao and wei jun was there with their handphones RECORDING. oh shit. oh crapp. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.(but nvm laa, zhi Hao guai maa, he deleted both.=)) then i also noticed that mrs chua just walked in. then they were like " MRS CHUA HEARD EVERYTHING" i was like oh crapp. i felt uneasy. die liao. now i feel that it seems like as though i am trying to act pro buay pro. =((. well, they also CLAPPED LOUD LOUD when i finished. HORR ZHI HAO? HORR WEI JUN?? GRRS. ok fine. then i went in. lalala, settled down. then the flute/pic section helped to tidy up the library. we were supposed to have sectionals.=_="".. then after that, mrs chua wanted to talk to me. my hands went numb and cold though. she asked who will be playing for the solo for syf. i was like, erm not really sure, maybe qiyun? zhi hao? or wei jun? mrs chua:"i need you to play can? cos i need a stable player. then maybe come back already then can continue this. then i n the end then see who plays." I said "ok." went back to sit. But instead of feeling ok, i feel very concerned. Mrs chua all this time whilst talking to me, was in a sick tone. can sense. yup. i am very very scared. then went to settle down all that. then first we started with sunrise. for senza, only the first 1, the longest 1, mrs chua wants me to use recorder. OK. can. but i would much prefer to play piccolo. sighs. then helped with the flute part. solo came. and now. I wanna admit something. I have a phobia of flute solos now. When the thing was coming, i felt butterflies in my stomach, and my hands turned cold.i totally lost confidence in playing them ever since my flute was spolit and my molar which hurt a lot. yup. so i dunno laa. you can ask others for opinions. I dont really know how i played. I juz know that i play soft. cos mrs chua says so. BUT I had a reason. I was hungry. didnt have a proper lunch. so no energy. yup. zhi Hao and weij un said i played it expressive ly. i dunno laa. but then band prac that day only me, wei jun, zhi Hao and amanda came. ANDY CAME BACK THOUGH. haha. after the whole thing. jian jun and me walked to white sands. met wei jun there. then jj went back first. jun and i chatteedd. jun kept saying he too lan he too lan. like WTH??? he is very very good de lor. still can say? then dunno what he is impressed with me dunno what thing. haha. ok. fine. dunno laa. kay??? =). then went back home. dad scolded me for dunno what reason. i dun care. cos i have my reasons as well. yup. I do have my reasons. thats why. got pissed went to sleep. then i had a really weird dream. i dreamnt that zhi HAo was talking to me. something scary. yup. and in the day, zhi Hao said that he would haunt me in my dreams. UGHHHH. and dunno why. i dreamt that the band was crying real hard in the conference hall. i dunn owhy. I scared its the syf compe. ughh. Then the nxt day came, went to school march. usual nothing much happened. zhi Hao took my wallet without me realising. haha, i only realised it when i got home. I walked from school ALL THE WAY home. and i only do that when i am real sad, or angry or etc. negative feelings. yup. walk walk walk. on the way home, sang, talked to myself, shout, scream, cry. got a lot of things. then came back. I played flute continously for 3-4 hrs. siao right? I played songs in my onwn encyclopedia from A to Z. from alvama to zodiac. well, if you want me to list it out.
-airs for wind orchestra
-Alvama overture
-Concerto de amore
-covington square
-dancing in the wind
-decenium
-el camino real
-habitat
-invocation and toccata
-jungle fantasy
-japanese graf(The first part)
-the singapore experience
-the merry widow
-songs of sailor and sea
-zodiac, limits of the lion
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some of the warm up tunes.
haha, imagine each song like 10 mins ++. i was playing it together with professionals from the band. well, original recording laa. in my mp3. its amazing how you can play with the most professionals juz with that device. haha.
well, then night time choing ss. well, xinhui also talked to me. yup. a lot of things. dun really wanna post the convo here. or anywhere. yup. well. that sums up this section.

-to be continued

well, -to be continued-
-jErM