Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Weather: ok baa, sunny, blue sky
6 Febuary 2007
Music: Ross Roy, Jacob De Haan. Tom and jerry kid's lullaby

hi.
ok, today woke up. didnt feel so good. Found out that i got fever ytd. then slept, etc. woke up today, body didnt feel any better, just got worse. Felt really feeble, really really weak. but in the end decided to come school, cos if dont come school der hua, then will miss out on a lot der! and i am glad i did come school. History test can kill my hand. wrote 3 pages of foolscap, hand pain like crapp. hope i score well *cross fingers*. then, erm, got back compre for CA. i got 25.5/50. kindda sucky though. haha, highest was 36- Dominic. and i found out that if i hadnt make more careless mistakes and watch my tense, read more carefully, I could've scored higher. kindda angry with myself. Morning also felt really really energy consuming to talk. but i kept quiet about it laa. yup. then after lunch break, Took my fever medicine. and i think that was a highly wrong move. miss ong started on a new chapter on A math today. and i totally didnt capture anything, just copying and copying the solutions. I feel so tired, so drained, staring at the white board like some dumb person. =.=. yup. then bio, tried to keep myself awake. after that, went for sectionals.

found zhi Hao and jun there. looks like i hid from jun that i was sick. HOPE that if he ever reads this, he wont get angry for me hiding stuff from him. Speaking of which, i have too many things to hide. =(. aiya, anyway,nowadays. i also dont dare to scold the section anymore already. whew. confessing a lot of things now siaa. =(. and things are looking bad on my playing. =(. today, sick, tried to play flute. running notes cannot play. =.=. then, got oucle, + a pimple(not so obvious) at the place where i put my tone plate. so pain! oh goshh. so scared. why why why?? i am gonna die soon. playing the flute now kindda hurts me physically a bit.=(. crapp, confessed another thing. well, haha, aiya, jun also wont read der lor.hmm. and erm erm.. should say nots marhh? ok baa, say then say. *breathes in* ok, I got really really weird phobias. and these weird phobias are normally what guys excel in. especially jun. sighs. i've got soccerphobia and englishphobia. haizz. =.=. everytime i see the soccer ball, i would shan. i think that jun will be super disapointed with me lor. In my bday card he did for me, he hoped that i would excercise and play soccer with him. but i just have the phobia. and i dont know how to overcome it. mann. HOW??!?!?! goshh, why am i confessing so much stuff now. and for language, Books make me bored. haizz. I WANNA READ INTERESTING 1S!! SCREAMS!! and arhh, I ALSO dunno how to talk lers. serious. i dont wana talk that much. Maybe i should learn jun's way of talking! Much much more fun niaa!! when he meet you, xian xian der. dunno laa, maybe he is still pissed or angry with me over something? wel, I duno. HAHA, but the sunrise solo. *screams* i wann give up ler laas. But i keep telling jun that i should not give up. sighs. ZHI HAO ARHH!! YOU DONT TELL HIM HORR. *STERN LOOKS*, ok, going to play kong with christine, then log off to recuperate. sighs, hope i get well soon. =((. SO MUCH HMK =((. THEN, tmr i bringing camera to school. TO take pictures of my piccolo and flute. squeals~~. take the band room also! heh. but must make sure empty laa. some people arent photogenic.=(. haha. i am 1. bleahh. blahh~~ oh ya, I got 2 sec 1 juniors now! both girls!! AAAAA~~ I WANT BOY I WANT BOY I WANT BOY=(((!! but no boy wants us. I think. haha, but anyways, 1 is call winnie, and 1 is call emily. hope they are happy in the section!=)

P.s. to someone. How you want others to treat/talk to you, would be the way you talk/treat people. Told you many many times lers. and i am just tired. too too tired to go on lers. haizz.

-jErM