Sunday, April 01, 2007

weather: grey sky
1st april 2007
music: zen me ban- S.H.E.

hi. -SUPER LONG POST, PRECAUTION-

ytd, was parent teacher dialouge day. yeah. had really mixed feelings about it. and i dunno how i should really feel....

Yesterday, woke up super bright and early, say bout 7? yeah. did the usuals-brush teeth, make bed, burn josstick, etc. then headed to school. I gotta be there by 8 for prefects duty. reach there was about 8.05. a bit late. found out that i got assigned to the main gate- one of the best places for duty. later you will know why. jia hui, desmond, clive, shannon and yock kiat were in the same boat. headed to canteen for nasi lemak first. sat with esther and jia hui, talked a lot of crap. haha. also julie was there. =). headed to the main gate. started doing duty. yeah. madeline said that we started with a lot of ARHH,EEEE, OOO. etc. stammered a lot. haha, then slowly improved. like, when we see parents, we will then say,"morning mdm/sir, may i know what level your child is in?" , "oh, sec 2/3/4, this way to the canteen please." so guide guide guide to the canteen. then just say, "there will be prefects at the cantten to guide you. thank you.". haha, get it? so just anything, can just say canteen prefects, if sec 2, just say the child will get you to class. yeah. so do do do do, we were having lots of fun! WOOHOO. duh~ yock kiat as our leader mahh! GO YOCK KIAT! haha. then wei neng also came along. esther also! haha. then me, being the super-extraordinary-lamer cum irritater. i started playing with esther with the KHOO POOTPOOT thingy. haha. yeah, we laughed, etc etc. had lots of fun though. I also used mr das's law of attraction. cos, starting, whatever parent i got was, black face, if not the xiann-ed face, so i thinked that the nxt parent i meet would be one who is super friendly. and i did! WOOHOO man. haha.wei neng was there and etc. then at about 9.45am, mum and 3 sisters hopped out of the car. and since i was doing main gate, I was like, GOOD MORNING MDM. your child is in sec 4 right? THIS WAY PLEASE !lol cann?!?!? then lead lead lead, told her that prefects in canteen guide you to class. i will catch up with her later. so when i went back main gate, they asked me to follow mama. so i ran and caught up with mum. headed the stair case up to class.

was feeling a little nervous though, cos, i know that mrs tang aint gonna really say any good things about me. cos, i dont really do well in english. haha, but the grades are improving. lol. so headed to class, was trying to keep cool. so alvin and amos lim already there seated waiting for their turns. heard that alvin was a pretty good speaker from mrs tang, then dunno that amos reads a lot. LOL. then my turn.

mrs tang told my mum that, i am not performing up to E1's calibre. you look at all my marks, are at the C5/B4 range. except for a few exceptional ones, which i did pretty well, like chinese, bio and combined humanities. also, mrs tang said that i am a very responsible prefect and that she thinks that i am spending too much time in prefects that i have no time to study at all! then my mum said band, not prefects. LOL LAA. 0k, anyways, I carnt blame the band, i only can blame me, for lacking of time management skills. then at the end, I told mrs tang, at the starting of the year, I was pretty unsettled, thats why getting Cs and Ds, then after that, my grades shot up at As and Bs. but then, since CA is combining everything, my marks are being pulled down to like that. then mrs tang heaved a sigh of relief and said that, "oh, no wonder like that".

then mum headed to hall to listen to principal's talk, while i headed back doing duty, thinking of what mrs tang said, i was super super super affected. what did she mean by "not up to E1's calibre." approached jia hui, and she told me that, remember mr das's law of attraction. dont worry, since your grades are already improving, you shouldnt really care about what mrs tang said. then, wei neng told me. "MUST LISTEN MUST LISTEN, THEN WORK HARD AND IMPROVE!!" haha. but then i think wei neng took geog, so duno law of attraction. never mind laa. but then, what i currently feel is that, since i am working hard already, and my grades are already getting Bs and As. then i shouldnt really get affected by what mrs tang said. haiz. id unno. my math marks are currently very jia lat. =(. my fortes.. xianned. sighs. never mind. it will shoot up soon. i promise, i can do it! haha. hope that miss ong can start bringing us back to the computer lab 4! so that i can sit with wei neng! haha. 1 of the reasons i think i can perform well last year, is cos, weineng is beside me. the super super math pro. so anything he teach me and i understand. hmm. yar hor.should suggest to miss ong!! haha. dont wann class laa. class so boring, no one to ask! X(! last of all, wanna quote something from rachel senior's blog. hope she doesnt mind. =/.

"i'll stop harping on what'd already happen and move on with my life. i'm going to settle down, and accept reality. i'm going to live a life better than the rest!" - rachel senior.

fine. if my grades are like that now, lets just accept it. since the reason is unsettled, lets get settled down and start working hard-er. my math. deng zhe qiao baa. it will get back to the A1s that they actually are.

-law of attraction: MISS ONG WILL BRING US BACK TO THE COMPUTER LAB 4 FOR MATH LESSONS FROM NOW ON! WOOHOO.

haha. lol. ok anyway, just added a new song at the right column. its zhe me ban, by she. aha.ok take care. later is like from 1pm-10pm is pure mugging. meeting with jia hui and don to study hard. TAKE CARE.

TOMORROW GOT CHEMISTRY TEST. JIA YOU MANN! FOR 4E1. TAKE CARE.

ok anyways, about hai experiential week. =.="
IT IS LIKE. SO UNFAIR CAN/?!?!!??!?! i mean, haha, though in school, i learnt a lot. i mean really. ALOT of stuff. haha. yar. like, friends, who are the real ones, etc etc. and to be honest, i AM JUST TIRED. yeah. ok anyways, about the week. actually its just 3 days. =.="

SO UN FAIR CAN?!?!? the 2s and 3s GET TO GO OUTDOOR CAMPS and play! LIKE WTH?!?!? while we get stuck in school doing MOCK EXAMS AGAIN AND AGAIN! so unfair. BOOHOO. ok anyway, the first one was chinese mock exam. we sat for 2 LISTENING COMPRES, 1 paper 2, heard mr lua talked about zuo wen on the 2nd day. the boys in the hall were like bored stiff, from e1 to e6. and everyone can be seen having the thought of "dear bell, ring ring ring, hurry, save me from this thingy." got math EXAM! xian-ded. i was anyhow doing the thing. cos i wasnt really in the mood of doing the exam. hope i can at least get A2. yeah. the nxt day, got exam again. paper 1 was up first. i wrote 3 pages for gong han and 6 pages for the zuo wen. 6. ppl are calling me a crazy baboon. haha, FOR THOSE who wrote the same qn of course. I talked to steph, and discussed the point, she was like saying, WTH. think until so much, make me feel so bad, how the heck. etc etc. 6 PAGES=CRAZY BABOON?!?! wth?!?!? haha. ok anyway, I HOPE THAT MR LUA will MARK the exam and RETURN IT TO US. I WANT IT. dont care arhh. haha. then did paper 2 again. =.=". i tell you arhh,after the week, i am SO DAMN SUPER SICK OF CHINESE. If I ever need to do a chinese paper again arhh, i will go SIAO i tell ya. SIAO. see the words until it appears in my dream. *shudders*, ok. then also, haha, we had BAND EXPERIENTIAL also. for the sec 4s. on friday, we were like, erm, ya, in the band room, doing some stuff which in unconvenient for me to say out here. haha, yeah. was like fun. and to be honest, after all the hell i've been going through, i realised how to be happy in 4E1, learning that syf is my current priority, yeah. prefects ok laa, haha. just do what i can. =). yeahh. DONOVAN, WEI NENG, KAIRU, AIYA, THE WHOLE 4E1 LAA. really rocks MANN. makes me happy! =). haha. 4E1 ROCKS 4E1 ROCKS. when there trouble you know who to call... 4E1! WOOHOOO~~ haha, being happier in class now makes me enjoy learning more= better results wahhahahahah! OLAYY. ok. i gtg off lers, gonna pack bag for mugging later.

-life seems to be so much better nowadays after the hai experiential week. =) . the most xiand-ed THING IS THAT. i think that i am feeling feverish now. temperature is like 37.1-37.4 degrees C like that. Lets not hope it gets worse, lots of stuff coming up lers. i pray. feeling so weak nowadays. oh man. also just did a blog skin for donovan! haha. wees~ok.
-jErM