Weather: grey skies
9th february 2008
music: allegro cantabile- flute ABRSM grade 8 exam pieces 04-07
mmm. random post.
mm. you know ever since august last year, i've been staring at this 3 letters every night before i go to bed...
and my mum apparently thinks that im mad. so does my sis. its like, ever since sec 2, i've been dreaming of getting into TJC. and, somehow, i used that to motivate myself. those 3 letters are in my room's celing. its just above my bed. dont believe? look again.
its like, it has been my dream to get into the college. In sec 4, mr lua and miss ong keeps on propagating to us how good tj is. they used to say...
" dont aim MJ, dont aim TPJ, aim TJ! down there the math teacher very good. they tell you stories about how differentiation come about. bla bla bla blablbalbababablablablala." its like all the good things about tj laa. and now im in the college studying already. The life is really tough, though, the friends here made are really great, I have a really great CG, nice nostalgic campus, nice friends, nice band room, nice instru, interesting lessons(some of them).
however there is also the high great standard of TJ band, the tests and hmk, some lessons that are really hard to stay awake. and such. well, atleast for now, the chapters for every single subject im taking is intersting. i just really wonder how long more can i hold? Its so duper easy to just say, " I GIVE UP, GO POLY." so freagin easy to do that. but its like, something is pulling me back. ayee.
sometimes, when i am stressed, i puff up my cheeks to blow out air. some times, i look at this.
this thing, was given to me by my wonderful gen 2 hsc flute section. with all the little notes that my section juniors have left me. its like whenever stressed up, i read them, its like telling me not to give up no matter how arduos/difficult things can get. ayee. was supposed to post this thing long ago, but guessed now then i popped it up. ayee. mmm. oh well. guess i shall have to nu li lers. mmm.
ayee. and ytd, practiced a bit of flute, sounded good. then like marathoned for about 2.5 hours. woa. fun. but like, 2 hours ago, when i took out and play. i found out that 1 key was laggy. and i just went shit. My playing is like horrible today. so duper sian. played for 5 mins and kept. mm. damn sickening. today, my hand was like no strength to keep the instru up laa. ugh. oh well. and the computer has been on the whole day. cos of my sisters who like play audition all day long? woa. feeling the radiation.
on a happier note, chem test is on tuesday. not monday. am damn glad. thanks pei han and soonhui. heh.
chloe and jovan. hahaha. woohoo. had so much fun carrying them around. no matter how suan your hand gets from carrying them arhh, its just wanna carry them. haha. and chloe finally let me carry her! haha. like, when carry her she wont cry laa. haha. gok-ed this picture from my cousins friendster. haha. and something am really glad for both of them is that, they both are like damn close laa. like chloe allows jovan to kiss her, hold her hand, play with her(aiya, kids, dont get wrong idea). I thought kids will like get jealous that the parent pays more attention to the younger one. haha. its like so duper uber cool laa. haha. waa. then chloe the cheeks also, can poi poi one. haha. so damn fun. mmm. and she sucks her finger a lot. haha. oh well. babies i guess. woa. cant wait for the next time to play with them. haha. oh well. waa. really cant wait for the next time. its so damn fun. haha. mm. and chloe in pictures seriously look like me when i was a baby. mm. shall post up one of my baby pictures sometime and let you guys compare. hahaha. oh well. going off.
